Through all my heartaches I have learned that in order to love anyone, you must first fall in love with yourself and be true to the feelings in your heart hopefully, just hopefully my dad loved himself enough to love me. Wondering did my dad ever love me, wondering did he ever have real love for my mom, just wondering. Now that I know what love truly is I am thankful to have it in my life, it’s not superficial but real. It didn’t make it right, but it was right in our eyes. We both needed something from one another affection which consisted of short kisses on the lip that made you get butterflies in your stomach, conversations that would last on the phone until our momma made us hang up. I was actually using him, he was using me, we were using each other. One night my anthem was blasting and then I uttered “have you ever needed something so bad” and then tears began to flow I had sung that particular verse several times relating it to that lost love that was once in my life, but this time I related it to my father who had abandoned me at birth, I needed and wanted a relationship with him so badly.Īt that particular moment in time an overwhelming feeling came upon me and then it hit me like a ton of bricks, all of those years without him, trying to fill a void of not having him in my life with a boy that was only capable of loving the first woman he had ever known, his mother.

Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right.

Have you ever needed somethin so bad you cant sleep at night. The love we shared was superficial puppy love, crush love. Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry. Deutsch English Español Français Hungarian Italiano Nederlands Polski Português (Brasil) Român Svenska Türkçe. I truly thought I was hurt by him not loving me, I truly thought I couldn’t go on, but as I grew older I realized the hurt that I felt didn’t come from him not loving me, but from me not loving myself. Brandy (Brandy Rayana Norwood) Paroles de « Have you ever »: Chorus / Have you ever loved somebody so much / It makes you cry / Have. Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right. (Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night.) So, so bad.

I would blast my walkman with my headphones glued to my ears singing so loudly wishing he could hear me, wishing he could hear the hurt in my voice. Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry. I remember singing this song until I would fall asleep at night thinking I couldn’t go on without that special someone. 🎼 Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry, have you ever needed something so bad you can’t sleep at night – BrandyĪs a young woman growing up in the 90’s you would take songs that were relatable to the situations in your life and make them your anthem.

Brandy have you ever loved somebody